Blogging fail...again

So, I couldn't muster the daily picture posting. it became so daunting when I missed a few days and then I just gave up all together. It's not that I didn't think of it, or have anything to say, it's just this pressure sensor that when I open this page, I become completely overwhelmed and so I do nothing.

I hate that in life in general. It's so easy to get caught up in the everything so you choose to do nothing. I don't want to be like that, so I'm making an effort to compartmentalize and make changes that I can get my mind around. Baby steps.

I'm entering into a new time in my life. That fortune on January 1st came true. I start a new, really exciting career opportunity a week from Monday. I'm heading into my last week at a job I have held for 8 years. It's strangely bizarre to be moving on from the only company I've ever known. I'm anxious, sad, excited and nervous all at the same time. It's such a positive feeling of overwhelmed that I can't quite explain it. My coworkers and mentors are so excited and proud to see what I'm going to become. It's flattering and scary all at the same time.

So that's where I'm at. Oh, and we decided to put new floors in my entire upstairs over the past week. I'm thrilled with the result, but I find it ironic what we choose to take on and when. As if finding new suits and clothes to wear to work every day weren't enough.

I'm coming back to you baby blog. This year is going to be something, and I want to remember it